Songs


Still browsing through the net, I’ve come across several videos. But the one that’s struck me the most is this music video of Metallica. Suddenly, I was transported back to my younger and angrier days. Don’t we all go through that phase in life, filled with rage and existentialism was at the core of every thought? Looking back, I have a feeling it was brought about by hormones and just the mere fact that you’re in that Britney Spears’ stage: “not a girl, not yet a woman,” or, at least, in respect to my life. (Although for some guys, I suppose “not a boy, not yet a woman” might apply? lol).

The music of Metallica has been a big part of the soundtrack of my life. I’ve always imagined life to be a movie with the appropriate musical scoring. If an album of the songs of my youth were to come out, Metallica would definitely have a track or two…or three, in it. Wolfgang, Stone Temple Pilots, Pearl Jam and Beastie Boys would probably complete the album, along with Alanis Morissette’s Jagged Little Pill. Now that I’ve come to think about it, one album would probably be insufficient to cover the tracks of my youth.

Anyway, here’s Metallica with All Nightmare Long.

{From MetallicaHD}

That’s exactly what was written on a cubicle door of a comfort room at the airport. It wasn’t in somebody’s filthy handwriting. It was designed, printed and framed.

So, if I could pick a song that ought to be playing right now, I’d probably choose Hadji Alejandro’s “Nakapagtataka.” Hah! That’s only because the first line is so fitting: “Walang tigil ang ulan…” which is totally true. It has been raining in this side of the archipelago for FIVE straight days now! In fact, the flights destined for this sleepy town has been repeatedly cancelled since Sunday. I suppose it was utter good luck that my husband’s flight came through yesterday. Otherwise, he would have gone on a longer route. It better stop raining by Saturday because that’s his flight back here. I need to have my personal “Edward Cullen” back in my arms. Ugh! I’m beginning to get as sappy as the weather!

If there is something good to be said about the weather, though, I suppose I could make a pitch for the alleged local production of  Twilight, i.e. Takip Silim. I mean, this is the only place where it rains even during summer! Although, it’s not really the entire day. Usually in the afternoon it rains. But in the morning, argh! The sun shines really, really, really hot. And I mean scorching hot! A bottle of sunblock ought to be enough to protect the skin when you go out to get the mail. Well, I might be exaggerating a little. But you get the point.

I should be thankful that the big boss is on leave until Friday – hopefully until the entrire next week. I am particularly thankful that he’s away today, especially after how the day started. I had already driven the car away when I’d realized that the front right tire was flat. Crappy morning, really. The rain was pouring while I was out standing beside my flat tire, cussing and wondering what I’d done wrong to have this happen to me on a rainy day and I’m running late for work. Not to mention that I’d gotten my feet wet while I went on unofficial errands. Let me tell you, it wasn’t such a pleasant experience on a work day.

But to every dark cloud, there must be a silver lining, right? Well, here come’s that part. At lunch time, the staff had nothing better to do, work’s been done, the boss is out, what else is there but to… watch  Twilight. (Aargh! Not this again!) And despite myself, I couldn’t help but join them.

Right now, I’m just about tired of myself talking/writing about Twilight. And yet, I can’t help myself! I really, really don’t know why. It’s becoming annoying, actually. Maybe with every time that I see the movie, I’m hoping that Rob Pattinson would be better at playing his role. But I get disappointed everytime, so much so that by the time it’s revealed that he’s actually a vampire, I get bored and do something else. I’d admit that sometimes, I have a short attention span. But I’ve read the Twilight Saga twice and, except perhaps for the middle part of Breaking Dawn, I hadn’t gotten bored with it.

So, instead of finishing the movie, I just went and played mind-numbing time-management games to occupy my time while the heavens poured down with all its might. As the day progressed, I’ve forgotten about my crappy morning and found myself liking the rain.

Now, I feel like singing: “I’m only happy when it rains. I’m only happy when it’s complicated…”

Earlier today, while I was busy using official time for personal purposes, I heard some wailing in the background. I realized that one of my staff members had turned the radio on and a woman sounded like she was singing under severe pain. After catching on to some words, such as “my humps” and “what are you going to do with all that junk,” my eyebrows shot up.

“Who the hell is singing that?” I asked my officemate.

“I think it’s Alanis Morissette.” he answered. I listened closely to recognize the voice of the singer whom I idolized for having the balls to say “Would she go down on you in a theater.”

Gasp! It is Alanis Morissette…doing a bad rendition of “My Humps” by the Black Eyed Peas.

What the hell!?!?!?!?!

Is this the same girl who said “you took me out to wine dine sixty nine me but didn’t hear a damn word I said?” The one for whom I’d bought two copies of the same Jagged Little Pill album just in case the other one got damaged? The person whose words made me feel that it’s okay to be mad and that it’s alright to say exactly how you feel? The one who’s snagged the hunky, man-of-my-dreams, juicylicious Ryan Reynolds? I repeat, WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?

If you’re still confused about how I feel about Alanis’ remake of the song “My Humps,” let me clarify it for you: WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING OF? Is she in some kind of funk? Has Ryan dumped her for some busty woman and this is her way of getting back at him?

I love Alanis Morissette. She represented a part of my life. She made me understand things I didn’t even realize that I needed to know. Her songs were the anthems of my youth. How could she have done this?!

Well, I suppose some good things never really last. Maybe genius isn’t consistent. I mean, even Albert Einstein must have had off days, right? I’m sure (hoping) that Alanis will bounce off this weird phase in her life.

And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance”

-All I really want, Alanis Morissette